Posts Tagged ‘dice living’

Sexytimes!

Wednesday, April 4th, 2012

Oh hi.
So for those of you who are less into horror pop culture, you may not know about Shock Stock. The new, full 50 minute feature-length version of Park Enforcer will be screening there next weekend. Can you handle a cock-kebab? If you haven’t yet, check out the new trailer here. Park Enforcer is gonna blow your mind. And blow a load in your pants.

It’s funny, four or so years ago I was talking with an accomplished older actor who had bought her house on revenue from horror films. At the time, I didn’t understand how that would be possible, but I have come to love working in the horror genre an awful lot. Even though I am jumpy and squeamish in real life, I do have a soft spot for getting covered in blood, dying odd deaths, and taking on unique projects.

Also, speaking of unique projects, I now have just four days of dice living left – while the initial project was only supposed to last a month, I feel like I’ve gotten so much more out of the dice by having the project run for the course of a year. I plan to put it together as a full-length documentary once the project is all done, but am kind of sad that I have so few episodes left to film.

In other news, I am engaged. See what I did there? Snuck that in so subtlely like that. But seriously. Greg and I have been engaged for a few months now, but decided to make it “internet official” as of April 1st. No jokes, though, click on the link – we are pre-selling tickets to our stag and doe party and I’d love to have as many friends as possible join us. Dates/times are still TBD, but it’ll be in the fall or later so there shouldn’t be any scheduling conflicts.

Other than the wedding planning, I’ve got a few exciting projects coming up including a comedic webseries, the filming for Confidence Tricks, and the completion of the Schizophrenic photoshoot project. I really feel like 2012 will be my year, and I am so excited to have so many talented people to work with! More soon, I promise, there are Adventures in Progress.

Well-behaved women seldom make history.

Tuesday, February 28th, 2012

KPR headshot

Thanks to Kevin Patrick Robbins Photography for this fun shot.

2012 has been a fast-paced year for me and it’s barely started. We’re less than three months in and I’ve already had more acting work in these two months than I had last year at this time, so I consider that an improvement both in terms of my own career as well as a good sign for the industry. (Yes, I know, I really need to update my main page on my website!) There’s been a fun indie feature film, a commercial shoot, the start of an ongoing photography project, a film AND theatre project out of Hamilton, an anti-drug PSA, another feature horror film from an up-and-coming studio… plus a few other little gigs, my regular improv shenanigans, some exciting news I can’t share yet, and for the most part a lot of good new people I’ve met. Here’s a few:

*Christopher at Re-Reading is an amazing, friendly, generous, intelligent, and grounded fellow. His store is full of goodies and unexpected finds, and I anticipate many further afternoons there. (Also: I’m currently soliciting short film script ideas that are set in a bookstore, with the idea of filming something there soon.) I can’t say enough good things about Chris or his store. I even happened to meet Rick Mercer by chance while I was there this afternoon!

*My cast family for Confidence Tricks: Us motley crew of folks first sat down together for a meet and greet in a Tim Hortons a couple of months back and have been rocking out ever since. We’re into the last two weeks of a fundraiser to get some money toward the project… we’re 4/5 of the way there and would love if you helped make it happen.

*Judith and Viktor Tinkl own an amazing gallery/century school house converted into a home outside of Uxbridge. I was lucky enough to be involved in a photoshoot that utilized their property. Aside from the refreshing opportunity to escape the city for a day, meeting them was the highlight of my week if not the year to date. Their diverse and unique art that covers walls and lawns and barns is something I could spend a week wandering through and still find new work to appreciate… not to mention that they are some of the most refreshing people I have ever met. When we arrived to shoot we were greeted with a delicious quiche lunch and several purring cats, and we spent a fair bit of time just talking, aside from the photography project work. That’s what I want to do: get old and retire to the country and just be happy. There was a real sense of comfort, love and joy there and I would love to share their treasure with the world. Go and visit them, you won’t be disappointed.

In my own work, I have just a week (seven days) left in my dice living episodes. I started the project February 16, 2011, and am going to wrap it up by March 16, 2012. A year and ahttp://emilyschooley.com/blog/wp-admin/post-new.php month. Several of the last episodes will be Fate By Fans Fridays, but there’s a few free days still and I welcome seeing where the dice take me.

In other other news, recent life events have turned me into even more of an actorvist than I was before. I now have an idea brewing for a feature-length investigative journalist documentary that I’d like to pursue. Through dealing with an exceptionally difficult situation involving my abusive ex, the more I see of the Canadian justice system the more I realize that there are so many flaws and crevices that vulnerable groups fall through – which, instead of helping these people, the justice system often ends up putting these people at more risk when these flaws are ignored or exploited by people who are dishonest. Don’t get me wrong: I applaud the honest, discerning individuals who work at all levels to keep our country safe. But as with all people, power can corrupt, and absolute power can corrupt absolutely. All it takes for evil to succeed is for good people to do nothing.

Then again, all the cool celebrities these days are getting arrested, and I’m not talking things like drunk driving or drug posession. Lucy Lawless just got arrested for protesting oil drilling, for one. I applaud her for standing up so vehemently for her beliefs, and for the protection of resources and animals that can’t speak for themselves.

After finishing theatre school, I never thought I’d end up here – with a desire to produce and compile and interview and expose and change things for the better. But really, what are we as actors, other than a somewhat-fictionalized commentary on the human condition, for better or for worse? I like this new development, as strange and unexpected as it is, and I’m excited to see where I can go with it. I feel like it’s an opportunity to offer more to the world than just my abilities as a performer.

Before I sign off for the night, the one reality I do wish I could correct is the idiotic notion that actors are “unemployed”. Most of the actors I know do work a second and sometimes a third job to ensure they can do what they love. The few that suffer through on only their acting paycheques – like me – can tell you that it’s not easy. Sure, we “make a living” but that living is often rife with “no, I have rehearsal” or “I don’t think I can afford that right now, sorry.” Still, I wouldn’t change it for the world.

Happy TIFFing!

Monday, September 12th, 2011

Wow, too long since my last post – again! Things have been awesome and busy (or awesomely busy) here though… I was down in Atlanta for Dragoncon recently, and I had a blast meeting so many new people and selling off my “I <3 BOOBs" buttons for The BOOB Show. I went down with a LOT and came back with less than 10... so I was pretty happy about that. Speaking of the BOOB Show, it's going to be hosted solely on my own Youtube channel from here on in, and during TIFF I am re-releasing the episodes a few at a time. So, bounce on over to the playlist and watch your favourite episodes again. I am hoping to get my own Youtube partnership happening! There’s also going to be a few videos from Dragoncon, including a new BOOB Show episode as well as a fun dice living one… plus other goodies!

I also got to briefly chat with a few fine folk at Dragoncon – Wil Wheaton, Misha Collins, and of course the awesome Abney Park. Pee ess, the stills from Talio are up here, but here’s a teaser for now!

In other news, TIFF is happening in Toronto for the next few weeks. I had the pleasure of attending a couple of pre-parties last week, including the Dolby Surrounded panel at the Lightbox. I got to meet some great people there and at the Jetlagged party; it’s so exciting to see where current/future technology is taking us. For example, the work that goes into digitally remastering old classics… it’s incredible to see how they ease out every grain or hair or any tiny flaw in the older prints. The time they put in would blow your mind! Plus it was fun to see some Pixar trailers with new technology, including a more comprehensive surround sound setup. As an actor I think it’s SO important to recognize all the behind the scenes work that go in to making stellar end products and making those on screen look and sound their best.
This week, highlights for me include Festival Music House and VIP-ing it up at the Out There Hospitality Lounge. (I’ll be posting more detailed TIFF blogs later, so stay tuned for that!)

In project news, I was a on a MuchMusic PSA last week, and am headed back to London tomorrow for more Windchocombe. My mother called me the other day to say that my uncle had spotted me on TV on my episode of Instant Cash – I hear that’s getting a lot of airtime! I also just received word that Black Eve’s been finished… so that makes TWO films of mine that you can catch on the big screen in the near future.

Yes, two! The other film is Stiffs On The Green and it screens here in Toronto on October 8th. I would love to see you ALL out! It’s a very funny indie film, and the character I’m playing in it is so far removed from myself. I’m pretty stoked to see it and I hope you all will join me.

Last but not least… I have yet more blog posts coming for you guys this week. I am also taking part in Speak Out With Your Geek Out this week, so expect some shiny posts coming later about some of my various geeky passions.

That’s it for now!

Summer = insomnia

Saturday, July 16th, 2011

At the best of times I’m a nightowl. I work best from the hours of about 10 pm to 4 am, which is completely absurd and useless to anything happening in North America. Great for night shoots, mind you; less so for those pesky 6 am call-times that I lovingly gripe about. Hell, I’m just happy to be working.

One thing that I’m sure isn’t helping with the lack of sleep is that today marks a year exactly to the day that my ex, Declan, pinned me to a wall by my throat and made me beg to be let go. For those of you who are at Polaris, yes I suppose that’s a small part of why I am not there (and a part of the reason I am no longer a part of Futurecon), though I really am too busy with professional goings-on to attend the con, which is also refreshing. It means that work has picked up enough over the last year for me to need to make that decision, any PTSD aside… Though I certainly did enjoy running an improv workshop for so many of you last year and will miss those of you who participated and who I met for the first time.
Yes, I suppose I am “still getting over it”, though truthfully I haven’t thought much about it in recent days, and it’ll be yet more emotional fuel I can bring to future roles.
I also know that some people think personal lives and acting careers shouldn’t mix… but the reason I talk about crazy stuff like this is because it does shape who I am, how I am as a person, and it means that should I have any really big scandals happen, I can bury them because I “always talk about my personal life.” (That last part is sarcasm, but to be honest I’d rather be thought of as a real and rounded person with depth who happens to act rather than a cardboard actor that is just a pretty face. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t bring my problems to auditions or set but at the same time I think it’s good to be cognisant of life AND your career, no?)

Anyway. Now that that’s off my chest… Not sure if I blogged about it, but I had a bit of a feature on Being Erica the other month. Can’t go into too many details of the episode, but it was set in the more distant past and I had a scene where I was next or close to Erin (the lovely lady playing Erica) for most of the scene. It’ll be interesting to see how it’s cut together and how much of me that they actually use, but out of all my experiences on bigger sets so far this summer, that’s been my favourite moment and set to date. Hell, they had an espresso bar that day – and that is rare! Craft services really do make the set sometimes. *grin*

I also have a super-exciting project coming up that will have me travelling to the States in August to be a part of something BIG. More details soon, I promise!

The other thing I’ve been grooving on recently are some other actress blogs. They range in information and content – some not even revealing their identity – but here’s what I’ve been enjoying, in no particular order:
- Toronto Actress
- Actress Confessions
- Pam Beesley’s Actor Tips
- Daydreaming Actress

If you have any good actor blogs, please send ‘em my way!

Oh, and I’ve been getting back into my Dice Living…

The dice made me do it.

Wednesday, February 23rd, 2011

Mind you, I’m not complaining.

And if you’ve watched the vlog today, you’ll know that I decided to roll on what sort of art I should create. The dice told me I got to play with gore. So I did. If you think your stomach can handle it, click the “more” and head on down below.

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A Deep, Dark Confession…

Tuesday, February 22nd, 2011

It’s kind of weird to be your own self-sufficient and meta-observing guinea pig.

One thing I’ve found to be difficult so far is to keep coming up with things that are interesting and stimulating for both me and all of you, yet nothing too illegal/things I can’t talk about publicly. See, most people turn to dice living as a reason to do things they would not normally do, but the excuse of “the dice made me do it” doesn’t often apply to me. I have no problem indulging in behaviours that are risky to downright dangerous and foolhardy all on my own. Excuse me while I get into some neuro-scientific babble for a moment.

See, there’s a theory put forward that some people are born with a criminal gene. Most notably, it has been extensively researched by a neuroscientist named James Fallon, whose family tree included both the founder of Cornell University and Lizzie Borden. (Want to read up on it? Here is the link..)

Bottom line? It would seriously surprise me if I lacked that gene. I’m about as impulsive as they come. For those fellow geeks out there, I often describe my D&D alignment as chaotic neutral. I’m not likely to screw anyone over or get violent on your ass – not without just cause, anyway. Treat me right, I will go to the moon and back for you and think nothing of it, but fuck with me or fuck with people I care about, and five or ten years from now when you least expect it, a WMD is gonna drop on your head. If I decide to be nice enough to wait that long.

A lot of brilliant artists are crazy, and I suppose I’m no exception. This too is why I think I’m so drawn to playing roles in horror films. I like the twisted, the dark, the challenging and terrifying. And this is probably why I’ve been playing safe with the dice. Because just like Luke Rhinehart, I know what sort of dark and twisted places and things I could find myself into and doing, given half the chance.

The people who know me best say that it’s the thing they love and hate most about me, how much of a force of nature I am. And admittedly, I wouldn’t change it for the world… but I do often keep it subdued for the sake of y’all. No, seriously. I can play a normal person on TV, if you will, but if I didn’t have those grounding forces in my life the world would be in trouble. I didn’t have the greatest childhood (to say the least) but my relative stability now precludes anything too insane that I might be otherwise tempted to do. And hell, that’s probably why I’m so drawn to being an actor – it’s an unstable career at best with enough changes and new things happening to keep my brain occupied and my id distracted.

But that said, for those of you who wanted risk… I think today’s dice challenge is a good start…

More than I bargained for.

Friday, February 18th, 2011

To open myself that much more to the whims of fate, I decided to make every Friday a day where I will roll on audience suggestions from the week and use one of them as what I do for the day. (And if you would like to join the mayhem, get your suggestions in for next week here!)

Today, I had three lovely suggestions…
1) Go on a bender
2) Make a list of things I’ve never done before
3) Go without technology for a day.

As you will see in the video, the dice chose #1 – go on a bender. From there, my options were…

1) Drink beer
2) Drink beer and wine
3) Drink beer, wine, and l’eau de vie
4) Drink beer, wine, l’eau de vie, and tequila

And the dice said…

(Here’s a hint: what is a bender, anyway?)

Variety is the spice of life…

Thursday, February 17th, 2011

Day 2 of 30. Already going crazy. ;p

Nah, no more so than usual, anyway.

Today, I wanted to add some variety to the ‘usual’ routine of dice living, such as it is. I originally proposed this idea to my partner in crime, Rain, back when we first started discussing this project… and as she said “from anyone else, I would discount it, but from you, I can accept it.” More or less, anyway, which is kind of cool.

Traditional dice living has you using a six-sided die, the kind that come with most games and undoubtedly the shape that everyone is most familiar with. What you may not know is that there are a variety of other shapes, sizes, and counters for dice, from two-sided up to hundred-sided and beyond. Those of you who game regularly, can I get a “hell yeah!” from all the geek royalty out there who knows what I’m talking about with all these different kinds of dice?

Ahem. That said, today’s dice living dilemma is quite meta: how many different-sided dice can I use?

1) D6
2) D4, D6
3) D4, D6, D8
4) D4, D6, D8, D10
5) D4, D6, D8, D10, D20
6) D4, D6, D8, D10, D20, D100

And the outcome is…

If you would like to make suggestions as to what I should roll on, you can now do so here, and if you would like to join me in dice living, check out the details here!

To the whims of fate…

Wednesday, February 16th, 2011

Today, I started my 30 days of dice living.

For those of you who want to know what exactly dice living is… it is also known as diceliving, dicing, or die-ing. Basically, it is a way of life and a way of opening up your life to the whims of fate. It is a way to make decisions and to have new adventures and discover new possibilities. Essentially, for the next thirty days, I am going to be taking some new risks and measuring how happy I am based on the outcomes. (For those who don’t know, happiness is simply measured on a scale of “1-10, how happy do you feel?”)

The basic concept of dice living is to decide on six possible outcomes or choices to whatever your situation (what to wear, what to have for dinner, what adventure to go on, etc). You list them from one to six, or odds and evens for a simple yes/no. The answer is decided by the roll of the dice, and most importantly, the dice must always be obeyed no matter what the outcome. As you can imagine, the ironic sort of safety of “well, the dice made me do it” may lead to some interesting outcomes!

Dice living was first made popular by the semi-fictional novel “The Dice Man” (1971), by George Cockcroft. The book follows the adventures of Luke Rhinehart, a man who embraces risk and throws dice to make decisions about all things, including thoughts, actions, and emotions. Luke gets himself into some pretty sticky situations… for those of you interested, you can purchase The Dice Man through Amazon. (The companion book, “The Book of the Die” is a harder find.)

Today, I started with “what do I do with my hair?” For those of you who have seen Eternal Sunshine, I relate sometimes too well to Clem and have been feeling impetuous lately. Secretly, I was hoping that the die would let me dye my hair blue. My six choices were:

1) Leave it alone
2) Dye it blue
3) Touch up the roots
4) Screw your hair, go take a bath
5) Just a trim
6) Brave new haircut

And the winner is…