Posts Tagged ‘the business of film’

Hello midnight, my old friend…

Sunday, March 24th, 2013

And hello blog, it’s been awhile.

I know I say this way too much, but I’ve been busy. It’s good. I’ve officially launched Laughing Cat Productions on Facebook (website coming soon) and have started shooting for Callgirl of Cthulhu, which is a short I wrote and am producing/directing. I’m excited for spring and new developments happening in all areas of life… for example, I’ve been paid for creative work twice in the last week, which is something that I could get used to happening daily, and I am definitely getting closer to that point. And I have more auditions coming up too, including ones for several Fringe projects… it would be nice to do two years in a row of Fringe.

In life-news, I’m like 2 1/2 months out from my wedding, too… Thankfully, all the vendors I’ve been working with have been great! Recently, we decided on Bella Cakes for our wedding desserts, and I was lucky enough to win my flowers, courtesy of Elegant Baskets-Floral & Event Decor Studio. I’m also very excited to have my hair and makeup done day-of by Jamie Hudson at Glam Gorgeous.

Oh, and if you want to have a peek at what Greg and I have in our registry (which we just picked out today) it’s through The Bay, Registry #: 400108637939.

Also, I’ve had two thoughts brewing for awhile that I’ve been meaning to write about, especially for those of you who want to know more about being a successful creative person. One is something that I keep constantly re-discovering, that you absolutely have to know a) what you want and b) how valuable your time and skills are, in order to get the kind of work you want and to be paid accordingly for it. For me, I am happy to do charity shows without pay, provided the money goes to a cause I believe in, for example, but I have a very short list of projects I’d do “for free” at this stage in my career.

Secondly, and this goes for pretty much anyone anywhere… it really pisses me off to have one-sided artistic relationships, where people expect to get attention/support/have me attend their shows/plug their work/etc and then they disappear or go silent when I tell them about my work.
I know I’m not the only person to experience this, and for some reason it seems to be an exceptionally prevalent problem in Toronto where a lot of people are self-absorbed and only care about their own projects. (Straight-up, I know I’ve been guilty of tunnel-vision in the past too, and I am working at getting better at it.) Regardless of who you are, if I like what you’re doing I’ll want to support you in whatever you’re doing, but when you consistently never come to any of my shows and still expect me to come to yours… then you’re getting onto thin ice.
Same with sending Facebook pages to like, to be honest. I’ve been really innundated with “like my page” requests lately from people I never talk to and who (despite having been invited) have never come to a show or screening of mine or liked my Facebook pages. And I want to tell you all now – that’s just not cool. It’s not the way to build friendships OR fans, to be honest. I want to support everyone everywhere doing awesome art – but I can’t do one-sided, energy-leeching anything anymore.

In other words, the bottom line here is that you get what you give (and this doesn’t just go for people in creative fields) so give what you want to receieve.

That said, ranting aside, life has been pretty sweet for me as of late. I am super-grateful to everyone who’s been an active support to me (both in my career and personal life) to this point – you guys are seriously the best, and here’s to more to come, coz this ride’s just started. <3

Working Girls!

Thursday, April 26th, 2012

(Not THAT kind of working girl, mind you. And than you to Krissy Myers for the above photo of me)

I’ve been thinking more and more about acting as a business, and my life in general as a business. See, this has come about in several ways and through several people, which I suspect is the universe’s way of smacking me over the head and saying “time to evolve”. Recently I took on some work outside of just performing and creating – I’m now working for Fresh Collective as their office manager/Girl Friday. Aside from working for a great, POSITIVE company with a great product and being afforded some very lucky opportunities for serious personal development, my boss Laura-Jean runs a great Tumblr blog called Becoming a CEO. As another creative professional, I find that her blogs resonate a lot with me and my journey, especially one recent post about internal vs external. I think a lot about where I want things to go, and don’t always take the steps I need to make that happen.

See, I am great at Getting Stuff Done for other people and as long as I’m engaged and occupied mentally, I’m pretty happy and achieving great flow. It’s when I don’t feel challenged and engaged that I find ways to procrastinate – and especially in my own personal life stuff (or when I’m afraid of a new challenge) – I find that I will self-sabotage or neglect the work. If I’m involved in a project where other people are relying on me but I’m not feeling engaged, I tend to slowly start slacking off, and if it’s something for me/my career but I have fears/doubts… well, those dishes need doing and I should read this book and… it goes on and on.

Another inspirational lady in my life as of late is my dear friend and fellow actor Miroki Tong. Much like me, Miroki has a lot of passions and interests – I know I’ve fallen into the trap many times of doing more than I can take on, like having five parties in a night to go to or having acting work plus housework plus personal stuff plus commitments to other people plus fun social pursuits. In one of the recent development books I’ve read, they talked about how quitting is not always a bad thing – a lot of smart people know how and when to quit and it can actually work to your advantage. Miroki’s recent post about “saying goodbye to a Jacques of Trades” also resonated with me because for awhile I was trying to build several businesses in tandem. I am slowly learning how to quit everything that is bad/dead end for me – such as not doing photography as business, not wasting time and energy on people who are not supportive in my life, not eating foods that are going to cause me to feel miserable… the list goes on and on. I’m making it my mission this year to quit as much as possible when I know things aren’t benefitting me any and they are sucking up my time that could be better spent elsewhere.

Lastly, a talented lady musician I know, Late July, aka Nicole Simone posted recently about her experiences with “marketing” her music, rather than just making music. I’m torn on this – it seems like you need to market the shit out of yourself these days if you’re to get “anywhere” at all, but I hate the thought of making art purely for profit rather than for what value YOU get out of it. A bizzare comment from someone who’s regularly in front of a camera, I suppose, especially with my resolve to only take on paid projects this year… but I always make exceptions for projects that have MERIT. If something moves me and makes me want to move others – rather than just stand there and look pretty – I am 1000x more attached to it than something I need to “sell.” I like truth when it comes down to it, I guess, and I can’t “sell” anything I don’t truthfully believe in and feel.

All that said, things have been picking up well for me with acting work lately. Among other things going on, I’ve been recently booked for two upcoming pilots (one I had to sign a strict NDA for, so no details yet unfortunately), am wrapping up my dice living, and there’s some exciting new projects on the horizon for the next few months. Always moving forward. Also, planning a wedding. We just got our first contributor on our Indiegogo campaign towards stag and doe ticket sales so that’s pretty exciting considering I haven’t booked the venues yet.

Lately, it’s all about quitting and refocusing and shifting things around in my life, but I’m getting there.

The Business of Being a Creative Person.

Sunday, December 26th, 2010

Recently, a friend of mine had a bad experience with Geeky Clean, which you can read about in her blog post HERE.

It got me thinking about the dichotomy between business and creativity, and how often I hear people go “but I can’t do X, I’m an actor!” It’s funny, because while I am an actor, I am also a marketer, a copy-writer, an event planner, an accountant, a therapist, a secretary, a web designer, a manager, a peon, a makeup artist, a costumer, a director, a producer, a video editor, a photographer, a graphic designer, a researcher, a personal coach… and this is all just for myself and my business as an actor (and various other projects I take on that relate to my own ‘business’.) You can’t just wear one hat, and if you want to be at all respected and successful, you need to be prepared to work your ass off and be open to learning anything you can that will help you on your path.

As a creative person, it’s not like working at McDonalds or as a CEO or secretary or carpenter or whatever else you may do for a corporation, for an employer, for someone else. You often don’t get the 9 – 5 job (or whatever hours you may work) and the freedom to leave your work at work when you go home at the end of the day. There is a certain comfort in not having to spend time commuting and that you can sometimes even work in your jammies if you like, and that you can work at 3 am if it suits your fancy, but a lot of creative people get so caught up in this – and let’s face it, some of us get lazy – that they miss out on that fact.

When you work for yourself, you are (often) a company of one (sometimes there may be a few of you working together and that’s good too). But that means that jobs that would fall to two or five or ten or twenty people at a company all fall to you. And for some reason, the self-employed – especially the creative, artsy types – often appear to lack the organizational skills to keep a business running. Getting money for doing something you love is great, but whomever the money is coming from is your customer, and there is a certain level of professionalism, protocols, future-thinking, and the like that needs to go into pleasing said customer so that they return and/or that many new customers keep coming along.

Directors, casting directors, producers, etc are all “customers” in a sense, as is anyone that you would produce a good or service for. Part of the key to satisfying most – and I am talking adult, reasonable people – is to always bring your best work and dedication to whatever you take on, and to be able to set reasonable goals and timelines for yourself. If you’ve never flown a plane before, you certainly couldn’t be expected to lead a squadron in a dogfight. Same as if you only have an hour of time free a week, you can’t run a full-time business on that. You have to know what you’re capable of. Yep, some idiots are always going to bitch at you because they are never satisfied, but you have to be able to take a good hard rational look at whether they are being unreasonable because they are expecting something unreasonable, or if they are upset because you promised something that you either could not deliver on and/or that you undervalued and burnt out on somehow. Always know how to value (if not upsell) your work, so that you are thriving and not just getting by. Especially in terms of incoming money, and in terms of not promising more than you have time and resources to be able to do.

Speaking of time, when you work for yourself, you are not likely to just have a part or even full time job. Because you are an army of one, you should expect to have 50, 60, 80 work weeks. You have to do the jobs of multiple people, it only makes sense that to get those jobs done right, you are going to have to find the time to get everything done. Just like working shifts that you may not want to, sometimes you have to turn down fun with friends in order to get a job done. I’ve missed parties and other events for acting gigs – it’s just part of the business. And too many creative people slack off. They fall out of work routines, or don’t even have one at all. They let one night of partying turn into a week, or stay up all night playing WoW, or do a million little self-sabotaging things that eat time away from their business.

I’m not saying “don’t have free time.” What I am saying is that you need to REALISTICALLY budget time each week for what you are capable of accomplishing, while leaving time to tackle things like cooking dinner and doing laundry and having a social life. You also have to be aware and able to either take on or pay others to do things like answering emails, do your accounting, make post office runs, and take on all of the other aspects of your business and personal lives that isn’t your main, enjoyable focus of the work you do. I am lucky in that my friends and partner understand, for the most part, my odd work schedule and my dedication to such; the time I actually spend on set or stage or screen is a small fraction of things I need to do, like inputting shopping receipts, going to the gym, tracking spending, learning lines, writing my own material, attending rehearsals, doing marketing, and a bunch of other non-acting tasks that are still needed to run my business. Like blogging, for example.

Don’t get me wrong, either – I am still working on achieving the balance in all this. This past week, I’ve been getting about two hours’ sleep a night because I have had so much work to get done, and then I crashed last night for about twelve hours because I was so darned exhausted. It’s nothing new. I also know how not-easy it is to run a business successfully, as the success or failure of it is ALL on your head. That, plus all the work that goes into things behind the scenes is pretty sobering and scary. Can you handle it? Only you really know for sure. I and anyone else out there can’t answer for you. Not everyone has the time or the skills or the drive to work full-time plus for themselves… and that’s okay. If you know that’s the case, scale back. Do your business as something part time for fun, and have a real, solid job that pays the bills instead and take a little bit of the worry off your shoulders. But if it’s something you need and bleed and are willing to sacrifice everything for – I do this with my acting, I get it – then do it so that people sing your praises, even if you are only getting a couple hours’ sleep a night and have to find time to schedule according naptimes and nervous breakdowns for yourself.

Oh, and while I’m at it, working on a day most people have off, happy “fat man invaded my home” day! Hope Santa and your families were good to y’all… and if they weren’t, I hope you have enough booze to make it all worth it anyway.

If it’s not worth fighting for, then why do it?

Wednesday, October 27th, 2010

I’m not an angry girl, I’ve just got everyone fooled. – Ani DiFranco

Did you know it was international suit day recently? Enjoy the self-portrait.


I know my last several blog posts were an explosion of drama. And I’m sorry that there seems to be more on its way… but I’ve never been one to keep my mouth shut when there are blatant wrongs that need righting. And so, much like most of my acting career, I fight for what I know to be true, fair, and just. Drama first, get it out of the way, then discuss some of this and its applications to the craft of acting. Promise.

One battle down is that Renaissance Collection Agency in Hamilton has agreed to close my file there, with regard to James Donman/John H. Lennon Music/Music Line International/Head Redme/whatever else he calls himself in his pathetic attempts to scam money from young women who unknowingly audition for him.
Bill Konow of Renaissance Collection Agency assured me via email that I was the only person he was contracted to collect for the above party. I do hope this is the case, and that he has heeded my words about James Donman. In the meantime, I am quite content to continue to support the other amazing women unfortunately victimized by James Donman, and will do everything within my power to ensure that he is brought to sufficient justice for his actions.

Unfortunately, it has been brought to my attention that since my last blog post about it, Frozen North Productions has continued to harass me online, to go so far as to create a Wikipedia account solely to maliciously get my entry there deleted. Misssinformative, whoever you are, I appreciate the work you put in to make an article for me, and I’m sorry that your work has since been ruined by these disrespectful liars.
A source confirmed to me earlier today that Frozen North “started the bullshit on wikipedia because of the facebook stuff” (ie the alleged ‘hacking’ of their Facebook account that they’re erroneously trying to blame on me. I wish I could take credit, I suppose, but I can’t.) So, I have proof – albeit verbal – that they admitted to submitting my article for deletion.

Now, here’s where I come right out and say that I have months of chat logs from Julian’s computer. Given the above evidence, I would have to say it supports statements like:

In case you’re wondering, that’s one snippet from one chat log about me. The full screen capture of that chat is here, should you want to see it. I also made a second screencap of another chatlog, one that links directly to the article about me that got flooded with anonymous trolls. You can see that one here, and the full screencap here. I have more, a lot more, and while I am still not actively looking to sink Frozen North, I believe that they need to stop lying about a lot of things and leave me alone, period. Yes, I did some fantastic promotional stuff for them when things were good. Yes, I was the lone woman in the office and that much easier to outcast/dislike/discriminate against/whatever. If it stayed personal and private, I would not have cared what they thought of me and would not be posting about this now. But guess what – when I’m pushed past a certain point, when others’ inexcusable behaviour is allowed to go on without repercussions, I push back.

“First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win.” – Mahatma Gandhi (1869-1948)

I am fighting back now, plain and simply.
And I am well aware that my big mouth and unabashed stances are subject to some scrutiny. That’s fine. I’d be a whole lot happier if we all could get along and if I could spend this time working on scripts/personal projects/at the gym/rehearsing/whatever, but the fact of the matter is that I will not stand for being harassed, defamed, or to see libelous false accusations being posted about work about myself that other people have so graciously contributed. It pisses me off, quite frankly, to see that others’ positive artistic contributions are being so disgraced, never mind the additional impact is has on me. Enough is enough. I’m done with this horse shit.


Now that I’ve probably gotten myself in enough hot water with the above, I have this to say: especially if you’re outside the world of performing, you may not realize just how much work goes into a career in the arts. Right now, I am solely getting by on my acting work, and it’s pretty terrifying at times. Unlike every other industry, there’s a dichotomy: a huge instability in the career itself, not to mention that you pour way more time and trust into strangers than would ever be asked of you elsewhere. I’ve held a gun to a girl’s head that I’ve only known for a couple weeks. Loaded or no, that’s trust. I’ve sometimes gone days or weeks without auditions or gigs or knowing where next month’s rent is coming from. I’ve had to take jobs on the side not related to acting. I’ve spent hours in cold environments, crawled under cars, had spiders on my head, been facing off against onscreen foes with swords that could seriously hurt if we slip up the choreography, and put myself in a billion unfavourable positions, all for the love of the art.

Did you know that most actors make significantly less than $10 000/year at their art? That’s well below the poverty line. Most people are lucky if they make $1000 a year from acting gigs.
But you know what? It’s worth the fight to me. It’s worth the hundreds of auditions for that handful of good roles. It’s worth the instability, the fact that I am pouring probably 60 – 80 hours a week into looking for work and doing auditions and rehearsing and taking on other projects. It’s even worth the attacks from the jealous haters, because that means that I’m going somewhere, that I am apparently such a threat to them that they have to fight to keep me down. Remember the quote, motherfuckers. You fight me, but I win. And I’ve got a whole army behind me of the great, talented, loving, giving people I’ve worked with who I trust and who will back my shit up.

If your passion actually means that much to you, then fight for it. And if you know someone else fighting to establish themselves in the arts, then fight alongside them. They could use the encouragement and support.

And before I forget, get yourselves registered for Futurecon! The registration page is here, and everything you need to know about the event is here. It’s a three day party for NYE, and there’s just four days left before prices go up… don’t miss out on the best party to hit Toronto to ring in 2011!

Well, happy birthday to me.

Monday, October 11th, 2010

Sorry, that was sarcasm. There will be birthday info to follow, though, (scroll down to the bottom of the post) and you all are welcome to join me in celebrating! =)

Anyway, it seems that I have had more than my fair share of run-ins with idiots lately. I’m not normally this ranty, I swear. But, ye gods help me, I had another one this morning. I got woken up with this Twitter message (the first one, specifically):

In case you’re wondering who “danocox” is (aka Dan Cox), he’s one of the guys who works at Frozen North Productions, the people who I did voice work and marketing for, for Flip’s Twisted World.

I worked with the team at Frozen North for several months, and got more than a few big interviews lined up for them. Not to mention the live promotional work I did, as well as all of the online/social media content. What I’ve learned today – indirectly because of this undue harassment – is that they’re using the lame-ass excuse that “none of my work is in the final cut” so I’m no longer getting credited for my work on the game. How unprofessional is that?

Well, I suppose it could be worse, and that alone wouldn’t bother me, if that was all there is to it and that was true. But there’s a lot more… like how Dan and some of the others in the office jealously tried to smear my acting career in some of the press articles on projects I was involved in earlier this summer. I had the IP addresses of the comments traced, and guess what. They came right back to the Frozen North office. Nice try Dan, Mitch Gladney, and Julian Spillane. Glad to see you’re so petty and threatened by an actor who is helping you out while building her own career. I’ll spare the really catty (and some very damning) comments here, because I won’t stoop to their level, but I will say that it makes me sad to see that some of these guys are also offered positions to teach in schools. What kind of values are they teaching tomorrow’s talent? As my friends and fellows in the biz Jeff and Carlos said:

” If that guy is such an expert on talent, why are 98 people following him, while over a thousand are following you?” (re: Twitter followers)

“You don’t need ‘talent’ to be a paid talent. You need to know the right people to be a paid talent. Tons of talentless imbeciles get jobs they don’t deserve.”


Sadly, I also endured a few too many months of sexist belittling (most of my marketing work was seriously undermined, and I was of course the only woman in the office) AND I was not reimbursed for most of my expenses, including travel to marketing events and to the studio to record voicework. Nice to know how Frozen North treats the people who work with them.

So, with all that in mind, I can no longer in good conscience endorse anyone to purchase Flip’s Twisted World when it comes out, if it ever does at this point. It’s unfortunate, really, because it would seem that even when I parted ways with Frozen North, I was lied to about those circumstances as well. There are some good people who work there, but they are certainly not the ones named in this post, and any who want further details on this hot mess are welcome to contact me directly.


Hopefully, I won’t have to make any more posts like this for awhile. Considering the number of great, talented people I know and work with here in Toronto and elsewhere, I feel like I have spent way too much energy lately on battling negativity rather than promoting positive projects that myself and others are doing. That said, here are a couple of quick plugs, followed by birthday party info!

Improv! I perform with the awesome team Kentucky Windage every Wednesday evening at Comedy Bar. Shows start at 6:30 pm, and are FREE to watch! Come play with us!

Theatre! I’m in a fabulous show called Sex, Relationships, and Sometimes… Love that plays every Friday at 8 pm at the Annex Live. Tickets are just $15 in advance if you purchase through Ticketweb, or $25 at the door. (Or $20 at the door, if you see me and get a $5 off coupon!)

Birthday! I’ll be celebrating with two fellow Libras on October 16th at Scruffy Murphy’s on The East Mall in Toronto, starting at 7:30 pm. If you feel like stopping by, all well-wishers are welcome… and we’re also using it as an opportunity for folks to register for Futurecon if they’d like to, as the birthday boy and I are both on the planning committee.

Also, if you’re interested in sending cards or presents this year, I ask instead that you make a donation to an animal charity of your choice. Please, do some good for the world. I appreciate tokens of affection, I really do, but I’m honestly just as happy with a nice email and knowing that someone is passing on some good karma. Animals are especially important to me because they can’t speak for themselves, and they are always beautifully honest with their own emotions.

Alright, I’m off to bed, as I’ve yoga in the morning. I love you all… well, except for those of you who go out of your way to piss me off.

(If those folks get down on their knees and beg sincerely, I’ll probably love them again. Yeah, I’m a sucker for lost causes.)

And the game’s afoot!

Thursday, October 7th, 2010

With my last post about con-man James Donman/John H. Lennon/Music Line International/John H. Lennon Music and whatever the fuck else he calls himself…

There’s a new update. This morning I got a shiny letter from a collection agency called Renaissance Collection Agency out of Hamilton. They’re at 110 King St. W, Suite 720, and their phone number is (905) 523-1110. I was nice enough to call and tell them that they’re aiding and abetting a known fraudster – how about you give them a call and let them know that too.

I find it laughable that James still thinks he’s entitled to any money, just because I was smart enough never to ‘work’ (ie get naked for) him. His contracts aren’t worth the paper he’s printing them on.

Oh, and he’s got a new ad out under a different name now too!

I’ll be continuing to post here as this steaming pile of shit bakes in the sun, and reporting any other businesses I find that continue to support his crimes. Guess what, Renaissance Collections – you’re now on my shit list!

I am waiting to hear back from Now Toronto in regards to leaving that ad up, but if there is no reply, I may have to list them as aiding a known fraudster as well.

“… it can’t happen to me.”

Sunday, October 3rd, 2010

I’m sure most actors like to think they’re savvy, that they know the ins and outs of the business of acting. You have to be confident in the audition room, you have to have it all together, you have to be ready and hungry to work when opportunities arise. Right?

But what you may not be so aware of is how you need to protect yourself as an actor. How often do we make ourselves vulnerable for near- or complete strangers? How much trust goes into showing up at auditions and shoots, some late at night or in rural locations, often alone? How much personal information do we give out about ourselves, through photos and social media and the forms we fill out at auditions and go-sees and for projects? In short, we leave ourselves open to risk – a LOT of risk. And not just the risk of rejection, but of something much worse… leaving the door open for the unethical, amoral and downright criminal people masquerading as industry folk to prey on us.

Let me tell you what happened to me recently, and then I want to share some tips on avoiding these creeps so you can better recognize some of the pitfalls before you get sucked in.

So, a month or so ago, I went to the Second City building (Edit by author: He was just booking space there for the day, and they were equally unaware of his reputation. The Second City folks have been receptive toward prohibiting him from using their space again) hear about for an audition, for what I was told was a music video for an artist named ‘Head Redme’. I get there and I’m the first to audition. I was asked what my rates were, which I wrote down, and was given some forms to fill out, which I was rushed through by the man auditioning me, who was named James. Stupidly, I provided both my full address and SIN number, not really paying attention. Whatever, I did the audition (a monologue about a time you felt inferior, mixed with some freeform dance) – and the whole time, the guy was beeping buttons on the camera (which was a tiny little handheld camera, btw) and then tells me after that he’s doing a “musical story”, not a music video and we chat a bit about the project before the next person comes in to audition. He tells me about the budget he has, which seemed rather pie in the sky, to say the least… but anything is plausible, right? I tend to be a patient and giving person, and often give people the benefit of the doubt. To be honest, I didn’t think much more of my encounter with James, other than he was weird and kind of unprofessional and unorganized, and I continued on with my day and didn’t dwell on the audition. After all, there’s lots of amateur film projects, right?

I hear back from James a few days later, saying he’d like to cast me in his project and could we set up a meeting to go over a contract? I was a little surprised, as I didn’t think my audition experience was all that stellar, and I wasn’t 100% sold on the project, but I agreed to meet with him anyway, on the following Tuesday.

That day, I go in and meet James in the early afternoon at the location he gives me. The first thing that strikes me about his office is the lack of personal belongings or even a computer – which I later learn is because he’s renting the place just for the day. The ‘contract’ he gives me to sign is unlike any contract I’ve ever seen before. It says nothing about what days I’d be working, what I’m getting paid, etc. Rather, it’s all about how I can’t talk about the project to anyone, and if I do, I would need to pay for ‘damages’ should anything happen. Oh, and the paperwork he had me rush through at the audition was now signed by him and notarized. This is the first big red flag in my mind, and I got out of signing anything further by saying I needed my agent to look over it first.
The second big ol’ red flag for me is that he won’t tell me much about my character/shooting days/the script, etc. I was expected to show up for “rehearsal” (which for some reason would be filmed), and he said that he would be calling me once the address and location were confirmed. He also asked what I had in terms of wardrobe, and asked me to bring in some options including a nice dress, business wear, and “sexy wear”. When I pushed for further details, he said that the basic plot of the film was that “my man was not satisfying me, so I was exploring other options.” At that point in time, I was pretty sure this was going to be some wannabe porno shoot in someone’s basement, and very pointedly told him that I under no circumstances would do nudity during rehearsals. His story suddenly changed, and apparently I would be screentesting for the role and was “up against some competition.” Apparently, whatever actress “was most willing to do the best job” would get the role. Oh, AND. They were still working on casting the male lead, apparently, who would be opposite me, so he’d be filling in at rehearsal/screentest/whatever the fuck it was for the time being.

I escaped that day with the excuse of “I need to talk to my agent”, and thought that would be the end of it. Boy, was I wrong. I did a little digging on Google, and found out a few interesting things about Head Redme. First off, there was a video on his Facebook fan page which confirmed my suspicions about production values and sketchiness of the project. Also, his “music video” was shot at a club where people were invited to come out and be dancers. Nobody professional had ever been attached to any of his projects, and probably more importantly, none of them had ever gotten paid.

A few days later, I get another call from James, asking if I’d talked to my agent and when we could get started with rehearsals because he was on a short timeline for shooting. I told him that I would need to see a full script for the project and would need a cast list to confirm who else was attached to it before I would be able to attend a rehearsal. He tried talking circles around me, to pressure me into attending anyway or to at least meet him in person to “go over the storyboards, because there is no real script and things change right up to the day of shooting.” I said I would need a script before proceeding, and got off the phone with him.

THEN, James starts calling my agent. I go in for a meeting with my agent to talk more about this festering problem, who agrees that this guy is NOT legit (as in, the lawyer ran Head Redme’s record company “John Lennon Records” and found nothing) and to let the police and major credit bureaus know that this creep has my SIN number. That same day, I call James back to tell him to leave me alone and that I have no further interest in working with him, and he says he will not – and that he will be sending me an invoice to bill me for violating my contract. Yeah, right.

So, today, I get an email from him saying that I owe him a ridiculous amount of money, which was followed with another email with increased costs after I informed him that if he contacted me again I would press harassment charges. He’s picked the wrong actor to tangle with this time, I’ll say that much.

James’ ‘real’ name, by the way, is James Donman. And I’m not the only one by far that he’s tried to harass/sue/fleece/get naked/etc. He apparently also goes by James Lennon, James H Lennon, John H (or Headley) Lennon, Head Redme, John Blackcloud, James Blackcloud, and a bunch of other variations on that. He also has a “music company” that produces his own work. I’m sure I’m not the first or the last person he’s going to try and scam and harass, but I’m at least going to take a stand against him and ask YOU to please help spread the word about him, so that this menace can be stopped. So that hopefully no other actors, dancers, artists… good, creative, loving, supportive people will be caught in his web of lies.

I encourage you to Google his name(s) to get more of the story. This is what he looks like, by the way:


Enough about that for now. I wanted to go over some tips on how to avoid becoming prey to people like James Donman.

First off, don’t give out your SIN/SSID number. EVER. Not until you’re officially on the payroll for whatever project you’re auditioning for. This was one that I wasn’t aware of (or had forgotten about), so don’t feel too badly if you weren’t aware of this either. People are entirely too trusting sometimes.

Secondly, if it seems too good to be true or kind of fishy, it probably is. I quoted high rates when initially asked for this project, which is why I was I surprised to get a call back about the job. I’m not saying I’m not worth that much money, it’s just that if people are too ready to bend over backwards for you or are too charming to try and sway you… it’s probably a scam. Same with anything you’re asked to pay for, including training, headshots, classes, etc. Assess fees before paying them.

Take at least 24 hours to consider any offers – don’t go signing for anything in the same day it’s offered. There’s a bunch of reasons for this.

Always get a second opinion from someone knowledgeable, and don’t be afraid to ask for clarification if you don’t understand something that’s being said. If you don’t know what you’re signing up for, don’t do it.

Google is your friend. In this day and age, you can research almost anyone and anything. Using quotes ” … ” will help you narrow your search parameters. Look up directors/musical acts/other actors attached to projects/film companies/etc before going to an audition, to confirm their credibility as much as get a sense of what they’re about. Sometimes there will be very little data online about someone, especially artists just starting out, but better safe than sorry.

ALWAYS trust your instincts. It’s great to be a nice person and respect everyone and try to be cooperative and helpful, but if you feel like you might be being taken for a ride, then be hesitant about who you’re dealing with. Especially if they’re someone you don’t know, and they’re someone nobody else you know knows, either. (Sometimes it’s better to be a tough sell rather than too eager, anyway.)
And along those lines, if you’re really not sure about someone… bring a personal assistant/escort to set with you. As long as you can show up and be professional, and as can they, it’s much better to have them there and be safe than to be alone with someone who turns out to be a creep.

With the more professional sets and projects you work on, the more you’ll get to see how professional projects are run. You should be able to tell the difference between people who are trying to be as professional as possible but may not know all the ins and outs of how film works, vs someone who is pretending to be someone other than who they are and trying to somehow exploit you.

Like they used to say on Reading Rainbow, “the more you know.” Be safe, and be smart… I will see about doing a follow-up post to this one soon, with more business tips for actors. Right now, though, I had a fabulous night last night at Nuit Blanche here in Toronto, and wanted to do a separate post about some of my favourite installations and pieces.

An Actor’s Primer To Headshot Photography

Saturday, June 19th, 2010

As promised earlier in the week, I wanted to discuss actors’ headshots. Specifically, what goes into them, why they’re important, and what you need to look for as an actor when choosing a photographer.

Aside from having worked with a number of photographers for modeling and getting headshots of my own, I also have my own experience as a photographer to draw from. I’ve shot weddings, I’ve shot headshots for other actors, and I’ve done a fair bit of other portrait and other photography. You can see some of my work here and judge for yourself how much I know about photography.

First off, your headshots are your ultimate calling card as an actor. They need to be clean, feature your face and eyes (ie show that you have life and passion), and show both who you are and what types of roles you can play. It should go without saying that you want them to be as professional looking as possible.

There are a lot of ‘headshot photographers’ out there, no matter where you are in the world. Some are good and do amazing work, and some are jerks with a camera out to make a quick buck off actors. One thing I can’t stress enough when it comes to choosing a photographer is to RESEARCH. Look at headshots other actors are using. Ask them where they got them done. Ask them who they’ve worked with and liked and who they didn’t like. See what prices you think are reasonable and what services you get for the prices listed. Look at sample galleries on the photographer’s website – does their current work make you go “wow”, or “meh”?
Even if you know nothing about the practical side of photography (what goes in to composing and lighting a shot), chances are you’ll still have a gut reaction to photos you see. Pay attention to that gut reaction – it’s important.

Two things you will want to have for sure when getting headshots done are full-resolution copies of the photos (so you can make infinite prints on your own and avoid paying ridiculous fees*), and to either have a photographer that does retouching on your final photos, or get yourself a copy of Photoshop and learn what goes into the editing side of things. Yes, there’s a learning curve attached to the latter, but it’s one more skillset that you can add to your toolbelt.
From the editing side of things, I can tell you that it takes all of a minute or two to resize a photo for the web. Any headshot photographer who will only provide you with low-res copies of photos and who wants to charge you extra money to do resizing or to give you hi-res copies falls into the latter category I mentioned earlier – a jerk with a camera looking to make a quick buck.
As for retouching, it is sometimes a bit more tricky, but still shouldn’t take more than 5 – 10 minutes per photo. Yes, you want to look your best in your headshots, but you also don’t want them to look over-processed, either. Good retouching means covering up any small, temporary flaws (pimples, tired eyes, hair flyaways, colour balancing) while still having the photo look like you.

Ideally, a great headshot will be crisp and smooth, without any blurriness, pixellation, or other flaws no matter what size you look at it. A photo that looks good at small resolution on a computer screen may not always look nearly so professional when printed on an 8 x 10 glossy. Beware of photographers who only present their work at low-resolution, or have limited samples with a lot of people against the same backgrounds/on the same couch/in the same pose/etc.

In terms of pricing, you will often pay for what you get. A photographer who charges less will often (but not always!) produce photos that are okay or passable versus excellent. Rates are generally set based on experience and training, and demand – but the occasional jerk with a camera might also ridiculously mark up his rates just to squeeze more money out of you. Fees like $50 or $100 to resize and touch up ONE photo are quite unreasonable for the work that goes into it. Another thing to be wary of is how adamant the photographer is about you using ‘their’ stylist on the day of the shoot. Yes, having someone to help with hair and makeup is essential for you looking your best, and most photographers do have a stylist they recommend, but like agencies who absolutely insist you use only their photographer, this is another sign of less than professional work.

Ultimately? Use your common sense and judgment when it comes to selecting a photographer. Research on your own, ask around, and listen to your gut. Don’t be afraid to ask questions and ‘interview’ the photographer to make sure they’ll be a good fit – after all, they’ll be working for you and you want the best results.

*As for the ridiculous fees that are associated with headshot reproduction, here’s a tip that will save you some money. Most printing shops can print colour copies on a heavy gloss paper (at least 100lbs, they’ll know what you mean) for around $1/page. Way cheaper than $5 or $10 per 8×10 that some places charge.

Good Things Come in… twos?

Wednesday, June 2nd, 2010

In theory, anyway. I’ve attended two big events where I’ve met lots of new people, am taking two awesome classes, and get about two hours sleep a night. (Totally joking on the last one, though sometimes it feels like it.)

To start where we left off, I attended a convention in Cleveland in mid-April, Notacon 7, where I was invited to talk about doing independent film-making. Notacon is an arts and technology conference, and there was a great combination of people who were passionate and driven to explore a number of unique avenues – things like using LED circuits in clothing design, anti-forensics, how to survive a zombie apocalypse… basically, anything and everything you could think of.
Part of what made the weekend so great was that all of the speakers had different areas of expertise and interest. While I love spending time with other film/theatre/actor types, it’s also refreshing to have creative, passionate people around who are experts in different subjects. Where else would I be able to practice my lock-picking skills, after all? ;)

One of the best things to come out of the weekend was the suggestion that I should turn my speech into an ebook, which is something I’d never thought of before. When you’re frequently in front of the camera (or auditioning so you can keep working), it’s sometimes harder than it should be to get into a “business” frame of mind and think about the behind the scenes aspects – but I am challenging myself to do exactly that.

Soooo…. I will be releasing the first copies of From Page to Screen, and Everything in Between at the beginning of July. I am looking at a price of somewhere around $5 – $10, basically keeping it reasonable and affordable, but still acknowledging that I’ve put a lot of work and expertise into it. Stay tuned for more!

The second event I was at was Anime North, just this past weekend, to promote Flip’s Twisted World, which is a video game I did voice work for. We had a great turnout of friends and fans, and everyone seemed to really enjoy the sneak peek. (It’s not due out until September, btw, but check it out when it does come out!)
Back a million or so years ago (alright, ten years, give or take) my friends and I used to attend Anime North, and dress up as all the characters from Sailor Moon… so there was a bit of a sense of nostalgia there too. It was great to see all the new and different costumes that people were doing and to get to know them over the course of the weekend. Being on the other side of things – where you’re getting photographed because you’re behind a table, rather than walking around in a cute costume – was a great experience, and part of the reason I enjoy doing promotional work at conventions is because of all the people you meet. One of my favourites was a little boy dressed up as Avatar the Last Airbender… and boy, did his face light up when I gave him a button.
In about a week or so, there should be video coverage up from Anime North, and I’ll be sure to link to that when it’s up.

In acting news, I’ll be filming a feature this month called Stiffs on the Green, which is a dark comedy about golf. Shooting ramps up mid-June, so I’m getting prepared for that and am pretty stoked for what’s in store. I can’t give away too much yet… but expect photos from set whenever I can.

In terms of classes, I’m continuing my improv classes with Impatient here in TO. The first level finished mid-May, and now we’re diving more into the game of the scene. It’s a great opportunity to practice my longform work, and I’m looking forward to continuing the training as long as I can. I love any chance I can get to push myself to be that much sharper, wittier, observant, and direct, and it seems to be paying off.

As for the second class I mentioned, I’m doing acting training with Juli-Ann Kay. What a lot of people don’t seem to realize is that as an actor, you are never done. You are never perfect, you’ve never mastered everything there is to master. Which is why ongoing training is so important for development.
I just had my first class on Saturday, but from what I can see, I am going to benefit hugely from the work. She’s encouraging honesty and directness, which is something a lot of people have trouble with, myself included. It’s easier to skirt around things, to say “um” and not have an opinion, or to never answer a question outright or face your fears head on. I’m looking forward to being pushed.

Lastly, I’ve discovered what I hope will be a new, exciting, and fruitful gym routine, partly thanks to one of my new friends from Notacon. I’ve been doing a fair bit of reading on paeleo/primal eating and exercising, and am incorporating Tabata sprints into my workout. Just tried my first ones last night so in a month or so from now, we’ll see how effective they actually are.

Hope you all are having a great summer so far – I’m loving Toronto in the warm weather!